Please.

i want to forget

your face

those big blue eyes

vast and never ending

i want to forget

your voice

how it sounded

when you said you loved me

i want to forget

what it feels like to be wrapped in your arms

the sound of your heart beating fast against my head

i want to forget

your smell

you smelled like coming home

i want to bury my face in your shirt

take in every last fiber of scent

that clean, sweet and musty smell

i want to forget

the feeling of your fingers intertwined with mine

how they fit together so perfectly

how they gripped me so tight

like you were holding onto me forever

never wanting to let go

i want to forget

how you made me feel

i want to forget

how I never felt happier

never felt safer than when i was with you

i want to forget

how you made me feel

i want to forget

how you broke my heart into a million pieces

and laughed as i tried to pick them all up

i want to forget

the surprises

i want to forget

the secrets

i want to forget

you

but i can’t.